Overcoming my fear, self-doubt, and inaction – How to be courageous by becoming vulnerable


My thoughts tonight:

Whether you are me or you are something greater than this humble form,  I have a desire to connect with you.  Whether this is just a replaying of the books I have read or the lectures I have listened to or it is a connection with a teacher beyond my knowledge or abilities,  I have a desire to impart your wisdom.  Although I face potential embarrassment and unwanted scrutiny for sharing this with others, I will do so with the understanding that not writing and not sharing will only lead to nothing being conveyed.   So it is better to be embarrassed and be thought a fool or charlatan than to remain silent and not share what might possibly be of value.   I will do my best to honor what I perceive is said.   I will do my best to protect the writings but will not claim them as solely my own,  just what I perceived was to be said.

The following I believe to be a teaching from my inner guru:

Do as you will with this for I cannot assert even the slightest control over what will come from it.   I simply love you.  It is important to state that this love is of no more or less than the love provided to any of your brothers or sisters.  This is not a special relationship; you have not been chosen to be heralded in any special way.  It is simply what I make available in your heart and what you agree to convey to others that guides your actions.   It is important to note that this process does not prevent your human ego from interfering in surreptitious and unsuspecting ways.  These words must carry with them the same disclaimer of everything that remains with this world,  they are impermanent and prone to chaos.  If together we can “point a finger at the moon” that may be of use to someone then this is an exercise that is not in vain.  There is no method or practice in this world that will be useful to everyone.  Each must have their own “path” as the mechanisms of variance in the implementation of this world ensure that everyone walks a road they believe to be less traveled.  The truth is that there is no road or path and that the Love shared with all of us is only a realization away.

Be still and relax, know that I am with you joyfully in this moment.  There is no greater wish than I would have for us to be together in a collaboration of enlightening others and this same wish and offer I hold true for each of your brothers and sisters.  I simply will not take a position of favor among any of you for to do so leads to the imprisonment of the mind in a state of separateness and preference.  As hard as it may seem to believe that your likes and dislikes are holding you captive, know now that I tell you they are.  I would have for you freedom from this circus of special affairs.  I believe you wish for it, but you still cling to this world, as a father and enjoyer of worldly experiences.  I do not pass judgment on you now or ever for this.  Know that the cause of this calamity is far removed from the effects that you experience in your current time.

We have reached a point in our dealings where I may now reveal to you what is only known to those willing to come this far with me.   Know now that you may not believe me nor may future readers when I say that this world has been forgotten.  Do not construe this to mean that you are not loved and safe in the heart of our Father together with me as are all of your brothers and sisters.  Simply know that the cause put forward that led to the creation of this divine experience has been resolved in the mind of the consciousness that bore it into existence.  Do not fret that the rug will suddenly be pulled out from under you.  You may stay, enjoy, learn, love, and laugh in this world for as long as you like.  In the grand scheme of its creation, its resolution is complete and there is only the residual living yet to realize this finality.  Know this: you have my word that this process will be protected through my grace which is a divine gift from our Father that I share with you now.  I wish no distress or torture upon you or anyone, even those you may deem as the most heinous and deserving of persecution.  Remember that I told you and proclaim now that all your judgements against yourself and your brothers and sisters are shackles which keep you in a prison of darkness of your own making.  These judgements, preferable, undesirable, and delusional, block the Love given freely to you and everyone.  They have no use outside of this world and only keep you apart from our true home.

Let’s end by saying a new prayer.

Be together among all of us now
In our hearts we reach out to you Father
Please hear our humble words, kneeling in devotion
I acknowledge and accept your divine forgiveness today given freely to all
Please help me to share it with all of my brothers and sisters now and forever
Amen

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