How do I cope with the uncertainty of who I am?

Gut check:

In my attempt to better myself I will write an account of my feelings at this moment.  Uncertainty of who I am and what I should do right now.  Apprehension for what is to come in the future.  

How I perceive my inner guru responding:

Relax and enjoy this moment for everything you have known and will know has already transpired.  You are living a script that has already been written, enjoy it.  Remember, stay in the moment and know you are safe for there is nothing that can harm what you really are.  Remember,  the ride can always be fun if you keep the right perspective.  I am with you always and by your side.   Remember me when you make your choices in this world and we will make the best of this experience.   Know that I love you,  keep compassion in your heart for when you fail, it will provide a soft place to land in moments of pain.  

Do not fear the uncertainty of the future for it is only a trial that you live a thousand times over.  Be not wary of your brothers and sisters for even in their most delusional moments,  they cannot hurt what you really are.  There is nothing here that is ours individually, we are defined only by the moments that we share with each other.  Truly you know that everything here is turning to dust.  Everyone in form will get old, sick, and die;  everyone who lives will lose everyone and everything they cling to.   Give care to your actions and remain noble for this defines who you are and what remains when the dream of this life fades away.   

In reality,  we all exist within the same body.  No one that you have known has ever been lost.  Punishment only exists in the delusional thinking mind and illusory motion of things in this world.  In reality, the attacks will fade away and what is left will be met with joyful laughter filling the entirety of our hearts.  Enjoy the beauty of this world, even as I have respected the most careless and unskillful expression of creation for you to experience. It is measured only by the ego and will remain a profound odyssey of experience from which we will depart wiser. Know you remain with me always, have fun, and be in love.

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