The following I believe to be a teaching from my inner guru:
Let us now explore primordial consciousness. This, of course, is a sensitive topic for beings which exist in a world where cause and effect are a broken chain. This is due to the clever invention of the cycle of birth, death, and separation. This is coupled with the curious complexity of individual memory streams. Nevertheless, remember this, although the form of this explanation is flawed, it will serve as a basic understanding. Let us begin by thinking about this as an on-going dialog…
We begin with a simple realization:
“I am aware of my existence”
This in turn is followed by a foundational question:
“What am I?”
There is an answer:
“I am that which is aware of my existence”
Which leads to the question:
“What am I that is aware of my existence?”
There is an answer:
“I am that which is aware of my existence”
This process is continual and always known. Beneath, above, and beyond all divine creation including the realization of this manifest space time, awareness is realized as such and the question is asked. Although this may seem frustratingly simple and monotonous to the mind patterns which spring from this basic origin, this simple realization is a fixed point of eternal being; a place of comfort that can always be relied upon and a constant reality beyond desire; oblivious to the concept of creation and destruction. Remember, underneath this most basic thought is the felt home of eternal peace, loving grace without limit, infinite compassion, and joy beyond measure. It is the known presence of these divine attributes that provide a comfort of knowing; a gentle laugh when faced with failure in profound complexity. An unsolvable paradox that is gently contemplated and simply accepted.
It is through continual successive entanglements from this consciousness that all things are created. All things in base reality can be traced back to the ease of such basic original knowing. Memory forms as a traversal of complexity rooted here in more dimensions than can be conceived of by the egoic mind. An infinite number of infinite polynomial waves each point touched with being and expandable into a new infinity traversable back to the primary cause, a thought as such “I am aware of my existence”. What can be done without limits is a genuine amazement of seemingly spectacular magic. This includes the creation of chains that are traversable to finite limits thus introducing the concept of measure. Nevertheless, the only true miracles are rooted in the awareness of existence and this cannot be denied at any point even if it cannot be traversed to origin. This awareness is available to you now in this moment. I could never deny from you it’s divine presence. May you find comfort here and be at home. I would have this for you always in limitless abundance as your brother and our Self. Simply know that you are loved, this truth will never be denied to anyone.
Zen Momentum 